A sms received from ma fren read this:

I've learnt.

I came alone and I'v to go alone

people will call you only when they need you
not otherwise

a simple lie from your close one can break you
more than anything

Its very hard to weep alone when there's
no shoulder to support you

Ultimately I v learnt
Help people but not beyond your dignity....

Intermittent euphoria....

Its elegant to ogle at the rains falling..The coconut tree far away sways charmingly to the tunes.. It’s a beautiful morning.. the clouds have masked the sun to make the shades of grey prominent. The curtains are brushing softly against my face.. I am diffident.. The softness of the rains still make me hide my face away. Its been a long time that I have had my own life within hands.. I have always wished to fly.. but somehow I missed my wings..
today once gain after many days I am with me.. for the past many days I have been quite busy with some work.. a kind of venture which will lead to some moments of happiness at the end..
I often think that the cosmos understands what your stance is ..and it’s eventually the efforts put in by your own soul that results in the completion of the wishes. Empathy, solace and impetus are given by your own mind,supposedly the bravest warrior.. and then you win.. I have been doing it rather trying to win over my heart over quite a long period of time. I have ratified quite a number of wishes made by my naive heart.. I gifted myself some special gifts.. I kept my self busy and I also tried to stay away from all the controversies.. I gave my self some good bouts of concentration along with some episodes of happiness..

I have tried to stay NO to many situations.. to many people ..to many guidelines.. This cheery nature has incessantly led to troubles.. I have tried to change it enthusiastically but have botched.. i have got mystified…

which one is wrong-- Being the Way I AM for the last 22 yrs or Not Being the Way,the other people are for the last, ‘n’ years..??