long leap.....

Seven years and few months. I revert back to writing. its so peaceful. the satisfying silence .. things have changed .. thoughts have revolutionised and the physical strength decreased. the energy levels struggling to be the same. Love and fire are antagonistically opposite to each other..the trust levels have dropped , the experiences have brightened. the unsolved mysteries makes sense and the incomplete sentences appear more lucid. the smiles have become ambiguous and the tears have become real.


I have changed many places .. many rooms..many flatmates , shifted jobs and welcomed many guests.. some crosswords still remain present.while some puzzle pieces fall into places. easy words and simple sentences comprise most part of the vocabulary now..


I belong to the medical fraternity and so have been the witness to spectrum of changes. some welcomed but many unsolicited. saw many of them make history and many of them fall.. then making history after rising up.. failures and success makes more sense now. The trial to achieve vibrance takes a more indispensable stage now.


After completing nearly three decades of my life I discern that the moments of your childhood frame you. they always make u strong , be it anything. the childhood is the most luxurious yet the hardworking stage in our life. we grow up ..we substructure ourselves .. we contemplate .. we repudiate opinions .. we do that on basis of our vision and witnessing facts. I relate to my childhood on each step of my life. I take suggestions from those school days and realise that I was stronger as far dealing with multiple actions. I try to pacify myself in multiple situations and try dealing some or the other fact. .Its difficult to grow up definitely. but more difficult is losing the childhood . losing the dynamicity.


Grow up but keep the child alive inside you.. coz innocence is fundamental ..