the EPISODE..

Its new year again..just like last year.. wished my friends ov’r the phone the same clichéd manner..my younger cousin said.”didi whats so happy about this new year??” I had no answers. Just a sway of thoughts ran over my mind. Wish could make it “HAPPY” for her..even when m under a stack of tribulations…..
Life has somersaulted with an unique degree in the last one month..i have no clue about how it landed from a speck of fun to a plethora of bewilderment .. I just am totally astounded.. I never wished this I never ever hoped this.. I felt helpless.. I felt as if I am alone under the night sky and the stars mocking at me.. Life perhaps sarcastically started playing many jokes on me..i had to face all that.. I had to take the same old smile on my face and experience those acerbically harsh situations.. Life is sooooo difficult at times..
I came back home to have my new birth coz I was a statue when I arrived..i had no emotions except my eternal tears[I am very good at that..u frenz know!!].. I had to start afresh once again.. This December trip to amlori is my most cherished trip..i could sense I’m growing up..i could feel my emotions piling up within my body.. my anger being disarrayed yet bottled in….my feelings flowing down incessantly... I could experience it ALL ..i told my ma about all the happenings ov’r the last month.. She was furious at first.. but some one has truly said ”mothers are one’s BEST FRIEND”..she made me realize my mistakes.. She didn’t point fingers at anyone but just explained the gravity of the situation. She explained me how should I have been all these while.. she explained me…in short… “the CARICATURE OF LIFE…”..i just love her…wish this new year be very special for my parents….
Tomorrow again I have to return to that atrocious place..but this time I am with a confidence..i know who I AM..and so I know what to do.. and why should I devote my valued time for all the “ANTI SOCIAL ELEMENTS?????”
I just have one resolution this year..i will not TRUST anybody.. because
“you cannot always TRUST the person whom you LOVE..
But you always LOVE the person whom you….TRUST..”



Hope this new year is marvelous for all of you people..