Sunday, November 15, 2009

idea-launched in bengal..

Before starting this post I had a thousand things to pen down.. but when I opened the text I was feeling much bottled up.. I deleted the first sentence five times.. anyways.. I am fine.. as I am predicting myself to be.. well, two days back I went to SCM. My phone’s still not done.. ooopppssss I am missing my cell so badly!!!! I enjoyed a lot that day.. well I am not going into the extensive account.. its just the succinct expression.. I normally hate having ice-creams.. but that day I enjoyed it ..i was surprised myself.. I don’t know it was the ice-cream flavor or the company!!
Well some ideas have inspired me a lot off lately..not with thoughts or advices.. buut with zeal and confidence!! He says its good to be confident.. I don’t know how much of the confidence bug do I hold.. well ya in some things I am confident..like I know I can be agood daughter, I know I can be a good sister.. I know I can be polite with elders.. I know I cant hurt others knowingly..i know I cant fight..but I also KNOW I am WEAK.. I need a support.. and now I want to study coz I want to be confident.. thanks!!yet another in the list you see!!
Lots of pending work ctually.. giving the exams.. going back home.. and reading
2 STATES!! I wont start the book till I give my exams..and I don’t want to fail in promises..






smiles…. All through the space ..to fill up gaps.. I hope… and just anticipate..

2 comments:

your secret admirer...but you know me.. said...

each time that i read one of your beautifully original posts,it leaves me feeling as if i have just come back from a walk in the mountains...
your freshness,vivacity and honesty are mirrored in your writing..
you seem to have found someone who instills confidence in you.this is wonderful!
do try and fight more..it will make you stronger.believe me,nobody is weaker than the person who lets him/herself be pushed meekly. try and implement this-survival of the fittest coupled with might is right.

and yes,write more often-you are a beautiful writer..and i mean it in more ways than one..

rêve said...

well you are a wonderful person by your heart and its so you consider me good enough.. you write splendid too!! and perhaps my latest post is a bit inspired by your comment..well i have actually not found anyone who has instilled confidence in me.. as days are passing i am understanding..life isnt easy..and "a book cannot be judged by its cover"....
i wish good luck to you for all your activities in your life..
would love to know your identity..